NOW I HAVE CHANGE ALL,,,

today, i just wanna write little bit story abt me, from the first i wanna say thanks a lot for my Lord, cause now i have change all of my heart, now i think its so difficulf for me to fall in love, but i think for now its better for me, cause there is a lot of guy come to me just wanna hurt me, i know if indonesian guy here is not good for make a relation with me, but maybe with another girl is it okay, but for me no. i dont know why, when i felt in love with guy always that guy hurt me. they just wanna taste my body, but they cant do that. really before i wanna just have a relation is like a friendship with them, but they think another, so bad a? for now really i dont wanna fall in love with all guy in here, no local no international, the are so bad here. there no pure love for me. maybe its like a curse. bcz las time, i dod so fucking bad in my realation. i make him fell so broken heart. but i dobt care abt it, bcz i have new bf more for everything compared with my another bf. i know im so bad at that time. now i know abt life and love. so difficult now for me to find a guy love me so pure. just i wanna wait until arrive in germany. maybe i will see there. i wanna leave indonesia and refresh all of my memories. bcz it make me feel so sad to think abt it. bye,,,,